The past four days have been really good. My energy and motivation have been high. My mind has been clearer each day and multitasking has become easier. I find it hard to sit still for more than two hours, which can be inconvenient and frustrating but I still consider it a blessing. It is so good to be able to feel energy and tension in my muscles again!
A peculiar turn in my journey is that for the last two weeks, my dreams have been very strange. Many of them contain familiar images that have been repeated in one form or another for many years. I have often wondered if they are messages about something that I must resolve but the answers have remained out of reach and mysterious. A few nights ago, I woke up in the wee hours of the morning after one of those repetitive dreams trying to figure out its meaning without success. As I drifted back to sleep, I prayed for insight to understand the meaning of these images. As I awoke in the morning, a thought dropped into my head: “You keep looking too intently at the details (locations, faces, buildings, words, etc.). Instead, look at the overall issues presented, and the common threads. These hold the clues to the questions you must ask yourself.” But, that sounds so simple a solution for such complex imagery and fractured thought patterns. The images and conversations from my dreams fast-forwarded in my mind again and, using the instructions I was given, I was floored by the messages from deep within my brain. My prayer for the key to unlock the meanings had been answered. I will share more about this topic and what I discovered about myself in the near future.
Wishing you bright tomorrows, Journey
Finding Joy Again 